Joy

Easter and, as Jardinera says, Jesus is with us. I discovered it during the second course I did in Jerusalem, indeed, I feel him by my side. I think about it a lot and it's a great feeling.

We talk about joy, pain and tears. I cry often and I also laugh often. From excitement, happiness and pain. When I was little I was very serene, romantic and joyful, so much so that even in angering situations I didn't react, I let it go. Sometimes my best friend defended me, now he is no longer with us.

Then an enormous grief upset my life. At the time I did not know La Enseñanza, unfortunately, and some other serious experiences changed me and ANXIETY started to affect me. I cried a lot. Anxiety has devoured me for years, it brought me to a crossroads, at which I made the decision to live.

This Is when I came to know la Enseñanza. It made me understand the meaning of the soul, of death, of letting go of loved ones and many other concepts, which over time have led me to understand how to accept, overcome adversity, which at times has been very hard, with trust and learning to ask for Help.

La Jardinera and people in the organization are always very approachable.

Over time I noticed a change and that my joyful character came out again, which had never gone away, but at the same time easy to be moved. Thereafter it happens that I shed tears of emotion, especially if I see children in difficulty or the elderly being mistreated. Maybe because since I became a grandmother I find myself more patient, wiser and when I am with my children I laugh and enjoy myself to tears, even if my knees are in pieces, but I am happy.

The greatest joy, however, was the birth of my daughters. It is an unparalleled happiness, in the face of what I call THE GREATEST MYSTERY OF LIFE.

Then there is the pain, the strong pain that tears your heart, when, for example, they tell you that Zef has been diagnosed with epilepsy, when your lifelong friend has gone away and then you cry, cry and let out all the pain. But now there is La Enseñanza that helps you fight, ask for help, trust to defeat what we can and accept what we have to take on, so we realize that we live in another way and ANXIETY is not in control any more.

Then I laugh. I often laugh, inside I have the joy of living, of doing, of working, jokes come spontaneously, I can have fun even in business meetings, so the environment is more cheerful. Thus, he brings a bit of hilarity even in this somewhat difficult period.