Learning to live

The darkness does not appear suddenly

It is something that has been on your mind for a long time

Start by affecting your way of speaking

Instead of fighting, you let yourself go.

I never thought it would happen to me

Since I was little I was taught to want to live

but after the disappointment of day to day

There is no way to be alone, to see life in a rosy color.

You feel tired and you don't know why

And little by little you lose faith

a voice tells you "and now what will you do?"

“If you are a failure, how will you change?”.

Whoever it is, you ignore their messages

You prefer to avoid calls and signals

You avoid contact with others as much as you can.

And you think that this way you will finally be at peace.

your mind goes haywire

And your thoughts warp

The light begins to fade

And the dawn does not appear again.

You compare yourself to whoever

To confirm that your life is ugly

And what if the person you love saw you

I was disappointed in you.

If you have everything, you never lacked anything

And that makes you feel worse

Well you know you should be thankful

But the only thing you feel is a great emptiness.

And when you finally manage to isolate yourself

Those thoughts start to haunt you

You opened the door for them, you let them in

And ruminates the thought of how you can commit suicide.

Even if we spend this hell alone

it happens to a lot of people our age

there is always someone you can count on

we need a hand to get out of the dark.

you don't have to feel ashamed of what you went through

because you are brave, and you beat that thought

that the moment you manage to verbalize it

loses its strength, and you can start over.

The more we talk about these topics

You will see what happens to other people's minds

And that Taboo title will be removed

And more people will dare to live.